I'm breathing

 

 

I sit here exhausted. I worked at a pedo office..in layman's terms.( kiddie dentist)..I worked on many kiddos ages 3-10..they were sweet...So innocent laying back in the chair trusting me not to hurt them.

I didn't.....

I was so in awe of thier innocence...

Many different moms would come in..

Some over protective,

 Some exhausted with many kids,

Some with sadness in there eyes feeling unloved...

Some happy and talkative..

Some snappy and impatient with there kids...

I have always been sensitive to other peoples emotions I can feel them not sure why....even as a small child...

I sat here in front of the computer ready for bed...

I hear my kids laughing as they take a bath.. Its late we had cub scouts .....

but the laughter its so infectious....splash splash...giggle giggle

The type of giggle from deep inside...I think ...oh to feel joy like that again.....over a simple thing....

 I realize in my heart I am smiling and I am warm... I am feeling that joy just hearing them...

For all the days I wonder how I could ever make it...I think to the love and joy my children share with me without even knowing...

Then I remember all I need to do is keep breathing one breathe at a time

In And out

In And out.....

Things will be ok....I just know they will...

love and light to your world

Donna