Tuesday, June 27, 2006

question dohickey that is going around

1-What do you want people to say about you when you die?:  
That I touched there life in some good way
2-How long does it take you to get ready to go out?:  Depend no makeup long enough to put my shoes on...with makeup aboub 30 minutes
3-If you were an animal what would you be?:Don't know. I cat I guess
4-What's your biggest fear?:  Drowning
5-What’s your most prized possesion?:  My family
6-What’s the funniest word you can think of:?  Who farted?
7-Do you get along with your parents?:  Yeah but they don't get me probably never will.
8-What do you look for in the opposite sex?:  a good heart and character
9-What was the most difficult thing you had to do?: Allowing my oldest son to go live with his dad when he was younger
10-If you were given one day to live what would you do?: Spend it with my family all around me laughing about stupid stuff we have done 
11-If you could relive any day of your life either for good or to change it what would it be?:  There is too many days I would change
12-What's the worst feeling in the world?: loneliness. feeling unloved
The best?: knowing you are loved and accepted for who I am

13-If you could meet anyone who ever existed who would it be? why?: My friend Cecy...I would tell her how much I miss her
14-What was the meanest thing you ever did as a little kid?: Beat the crap out of my sister whenever I was given the change...She was the chosen you and I resisted that probably still do
15-What have you learned about love?:  It takes work its not some mystical force that fixes things
16-How have you changed in the past year?: I got more wrinkles and a fatter waist...ugh!

Monday, June 26, 2006


We went to San Antonio for a few days. It had been many a year since I had been there.

It is a city rich with culture and history.

It felt so nice to be away from everything and just be with my kids and husband...

I did not want to come back...

But back we came...

Hope all is well with everyone

Monday, June 12, 2006

Conversation with zachary

I put Zachary to bed and lay down beside him

Zachary: Mama?


Zachary: will you sing to me that song like you used to

Me: The rainbow song?

Zachary:Yes that one

Me: Somewhere over the rainbow......................................

Zachary: Oh mama you sing bootiful<his words>

Me: Thank you baby

Zachary: sing me anotder song...<he always mixes his sounds uponthe word another>

Me: ok.......Ive been working on the railroad...............

Zachary: wow that was a great song sing anotder

Me: Zachary you need to go to sleep young man

Zachary: Pllllleeeeaaassseee

Me: ok Jesus love the little children all the children of the world Red and Yellow black and white they are precious in his sight Jesus love the little children of the world

Zachary: MOM you forgot TAN some kids are TAN..

Me <snickering> ok Tan ones too

Zachary: Ok good night mama I love you and your singing

Me: good night...close those eyes stink pot

Zachary: giggles

Friday, June 9, 2006

Wednesday, June 7, 2006

conversation with Zachary<8>

Zachary comes walking into the kitchen and pauses at the refrigerator...

He looks up and see a square piece of paper with a handprint stamp  on it

the card says God helps me to grow...

He puts his hand upon the handprint and says....

Zachary: Mom come here

Me: <I walk over> what baby

Zachary: Look my hand is bigger than yours...

Me: what do you mean?

<Then he proceeds to put his hand over the handstamp and his fingers are about 2 inches longer than the handprint stamp on the paper>

Zach: See ????

Me: Baby that's not my handprint...

Zachary: Whose is it?

Me: That's your handprint when you were much littler..

Zachary: How old was I?

Me: OOHHHH I don't know maybe 4 years old

Zachary: Boy..... I sure miss those younger days....

<Then he walks off>

I about split a gut laughing...younger days......LOL LOL LOL LOL

Monday, June 5, 2006

hold your horses lol

ok ok Yes I will get more pictures of the wedding...In a few days the professional photographers will be putting up a website address to see ALL the wedding pictures.....Which I can assure you will be much better they my picutres Ha!

I didnt have control of the camera much my hubby did so I didnt get alot of pictures however the wensite will have them all....I'm excited..

Thanks for the wonderful comments


Sunday, June 4, 2006

Yesterday it happened



A picture of The day of the rehearsal



Yes It has happened!!!!!

Yes I cryed!!!!  I cryed tears of joy.....

My oldest son got married a threshold of life all mothers of sons eventually experience...

I would have to rate it right up there almost when I gave birth to him

To watch my son with Ashley and see the deep love he feels for her and see it returned in her eyes...

It was so touching.....

Me trying not to cry but not succeeding



We had a mother son dance and we dance alone in front of everybody to a song by boyz2men called Song for <Mama.... a few lyrics

You taught me everything
And everything youve given me
I always keep it inside
Youre the driving force in my life, yeah
There isnt anything
Or anyone I can be
And it just wouldnt feel right
If I didnt have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
Youll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama youre the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin you is like food to my soul

As we dance tears streamed down my face my baby looked at me and said mama don't cry ... I said baby these are Happy Tears..

He told me how much he loved me and that no one could replace me and he would always love me and then he started to sing to me as we dance.....

When we finished dancing I took hishand and walked him over and put his hand in Ashley and said "Here Ashley he is yours now.......

And I walked away with peace in my heart