thank you

Thank you for all your kind words... I do belive the meds are screwing with my mind...so I will stop them for now and find a good dr....4 more days untill my son gets married.......

Donna

not a good day

I wish I had the guts to lay down and never wake up;....i feel like a big screw up in my whole life...maybe I will figure something out....

I think this medicine is tooo strong for me

just a little humor

I went to the SHELL gas station today and asked for five dollars worth of gas. 

 The clerk farted and gave me a receipt.

conversation with cameron

The scene: sitting in steak and shake eating fries with the kids..

Me: Guess whose birthday is this week

Cameron: whose?

Me: yours silly boy you will be 11 and my big junior high schooler

Cameron: you mean middle school

Me: yeah sorry we called it junior high in my day

Cameron: back in the olden days

Me:<laughing> yeah back in the olden days...

Cameron: wasn't that when they had the dance the moon walk....

Me: well that was when I was in my 20's so it wasn't that long ago...

Me: you are growing up so fast...you think you will still love me this much when your big and married...

Cameron: yep I sure will..your my momma

ME:<sigh> If only it was that easy lol

Me: what if I get old and sick and need someone to take care of me..

Cameron: I will take care of you

Me: what if your wife says I don't want you to take care of your momma ......

Cameron: I will say screw you my momma needs me..she took care of me when I was a baby

Me: CAMERON those are strong words I think I would be a little kinder to your wife..

Cameron: Yeah but she shouldn't be mean to my momma..

I loved you first...momma

Me: Awww Cameron that is so sweet...

 

cute

Six-year-old Angie and her four-year- old brother Joel were sitting together in church.
Joel giggled, sang, and talked out loud.
Finally, his big sister had had enough.
"You're not supposed to talk out loud in church."
"Why? Who's going to stop me?" Joel asked.
Angie pointed to the back of the church and said,
"See those two men standing by the door?
They're hushers."

I do not like

I do not like green eggs and ham I do not like them sam I am......

I do not like....

Mean hateful people.......

I do not like

liars............

I do not like

people who says yes to your face but there actions say no

People with sour puss faces and looks down there nose...

I do not like

Wealthy plastic surgery patients who think your there simply to pull the toe jam out of there feet...or any other crappie shitty thing they can think of. to order you around..

because we all know there shit don't stink....

I do not like.......

mean hateful jealous women....who do anything to hurt other women

I do not like

Mean people

Abusive People

alcoholics friends who try to use your friendship for a gain

relatives that are users and then claim innocence. when there busted..

psychotic....people in general.......who refuse to be medicated because it is everybody else that has the problem not them...

I do not like....green eggs and ham I do not like them sam I am......

 

sadness

I usually make my entries short and to the point...but today I am sad and feel like talking....I have felt a cloud of sadness around me for a week....I can't really say that is it any one thing or a bunch of things....

In 2 weeks my son will be married...and I am sad....

Not because of his wife to be Ashley... I love her to pieces...

Not because I don't think he shouldn't get married because I believe they are right for each other...

but because he will no longer me my son ....but also a husband

....he is stepping through a door of life that we all step through...

for every door he steps through it pushes me through a door..

 one more step towards the end...

Of course we all have a end to our life and we know this......its just there are things that happen in life that are big reminders...of our grand finale

Its funny how feelings can be conflicting....bittersweet.....

I am happy for Landon and thrilled that he will have someone to share his life with.....and of course I will take on a different roll in his life...

Everything I experience with Landon is for the first time...but with the younger boys I have already been through it so I'm looking from the other side that makes it a little easier with them...

I love you Landon my precious son...and pray for you to have a blessed marriage....for happiness...friendship...beautiful times and children

and yes I hope you have a kid just like you so I can laugh my butt off when you call me frustrated.....LOL.....< ok I had to get in the mother curse>

So maybe this wont be so bad after all now that I think of it...<smile>

conversations with the boys

 

 

 

 

Zachary<8>: mom do you know where Elvis died?

Me: NO Where ??

Zachary: On the toliet... Hunter told me so

Me: really? hummmm I didnt know that

Zachary: where is he now?

Cameron<10> : he is in Rock n Roll Heaven

Me:snickering under my  breath..

Zachary: mom is there a rock n roll heaven

Me: I don't think so....

Zachary: there is an animal heaven

Me: there is?

Zachary: Yeah..how many people do you think are in heaven?

Me: So many that I couldnt count them all

zachary: infinity

Me: yes baby infinity

It's in

I passed my Nationals Boards

<doing the happy dance>

I can't belive it after 23 of fear I passed

no news

People keep asking have you heard have your heard

NO!!!!!!

i haven't heard from the national boards yet and it has been 6 weeks..

this feels like childbirth....you know its coming just not sure when

Dang It

Conversation with the boys

The kids were out of school today....We went to Denton to see my oldest Landon<24> and take Zachary<8> to get fitted for his tux...

We went to eat at this hole in the wall place called Katz hamburgers...Landon just rave about there burgers....

As we were walking up this was the conversation

Landon: Ashley and I ate here and they are so good...

Me: Well I'm anxious to try them I love a good greasy burger...

Cameron: The name of this place is KATZ HUh

Me: yes < I kept walking to the door.>

Just then Cameron<10> looked at me with this puzzled look and said...Do they used cats in there meat????

Landon and I started laughing....

Me: No silly that is the name of the person that owns it...

Cameron<looking relive> Oh good...

Later that day back at Landons apartment...as I was cleaning his kitchen...

Landon was studying for a history final...he said

Landon: Mom I have a question for you..

Me: What about < As I cleaned around him>

Landon: History..

Me: ok....I try to answer

Landon: who was the vice president when Richard Nixon was president ...

Me: Well I can't recall his name but if you give me the choices I can pick him out...

Me: I chose Spiro Agnew..<sp?>

Landon: Thanks I figure you would know since you were alive back them..

Me: Oh thanks....<gave him a kiss my butt look> I was a still a youngster

back then smart butt..

Landon: Laughs out loud at me...

Fraud charges

My husband was looking at our account the other day and ask me about some charges on the online statement......I couldn't remember spending the money..

So I called the 800 number today and it was a psychic hot line...

someone had used my debit card and called a hot line...

This totally freaked me out because nobody has access to my stuff not even my hubby..he has his own stuff...

The Psychic company customer service said that because my name wasn't link to the account when thy pulled it up it was probably fraudulent..<YA THINK>

I wanted to say so why didn't the psychic pick up on that one...

I have no idea how someone could use my account number...

I told hubby no more using the debit card as a credit card  anywhere even to get gas or when we eat out.. Cash only

How do I know the waiter or waitress is honest and doesn't write down the number...

They could of wiped us out totally...

The government needs to bust these people and put them behind bars...

GRRRRRR!!!!

What is the best spyware to get we have norton...but now I'm paranoid