April not a good month

April is the month my Cecy died...April 14 to be exact. I still miss her.

I love this picture of her surrounded by her family. She was love.

I had lunch with  Catherine her daughter yesterday. It was hard to see her cry for her mom. I felt helpless.....I knew nothing I said would really help the pain. The mom in me wanted to scoop her up and cradle her.

I didn't... we were at a sandwich shop and I knew she wouldn't want attention drawn to her.

I felt like I could see her heart breaking as we sat and talked. I told her on the anniversary we could so something to celebrate her mom's life. She seemed good with that. I told her it was up to her if she needed to be alone I understood that also.

I talked with her about my feelings and what I went through to let her know that what she was feeling was normal .I think she is going through a gamete of emotions...

she mention that she liked talking to me I seemed wise and she learned a lot.

I laughed and told her that is because I'm 44 lets hope I learned something in all these years. she Laughed!!

I sat in my car and watched her walk up the stairs to her apartment...wishing there was more that I could do for her.

I know Cecy was above watching...I promise her I would watch out for her babies...

We miss you Cecy..

Love forever,

Donna

 

pipecleaner dance

http://www.davidbessler.com/pulldown/pipecleaner_dance.html

This is called the pipecleaner dance......its addicting and funny...

I double dog dare you to try it and see if you can stop lol lol

I got this from my friend Lisa in Calif.

snap out ot it girl

I don't know what is up with me...feeling meloncholly today..I let the kids take a mental health day from school...

I give them 2  a school year...They can take them most anytime they want to spend a day together with me..providing nothing is going on in school that is important

They love it!!!!

the catch is no complaining about going to school the next day or the mental health day will cease...So at least I get one day of not complaining about school LOL

Yesterday I had lunch with my son Landon <24> and Ashley his wife to be on June 3rd of this year. I got to met Ashley's mom Linda she seemed very nice.

They wonted us to meet before the wedding...

We then went to Michaels and my sister assisted them in picking silk flowers for the wedding..

My sister is really good at doing wedding arrangements and stuff and she is doing it for them as a gift..........I thought that was very kind of her...

I mowed and edged the lawn this morning boy was it hot.I think it is about 80 degrees....

I hate the time change I wish they would leave it alone.....!!!

interesting if true

I got this on a Dental Hygiene ,message board  I belong to called listers.@amysrdh

someone put this ...thought it was interesting if this is the case....

On Wednesday of this week, at two minutes and three seconds after 1:00, the time and date will be:

01:02:03 04/05/06.

brain of slush

I'm so ready for bed the tiredness and stress of taking the national board and all has caught  up with me..... I ended up having to go shopping last minute for some dress clothes for cameron...Teacher sends a e-mail that says class pictures tomorrow

I'm thinking yeah ok I know about the pictures and then it says no jeans or tennis shoes. !!!!

I think what the heck ......why didnt they say that weeks ago..so we trucked off to target...

My butt is dragging. I want a hot Bath and my warm bed with my puppy....

I started thinking about the test a while ago and I thought of how much I stuff studied that they didnt even ask about....Wasted my brain cells and at my age I' am limited

Ha!!!

I wasn't the oldest one there maybe the 2nd oldest... I was talking to the girl sitting next to me talking about something that happened to me in 1979 when I was in school where I was from and then I figured out she wasnt even born then....<slap>

I probably have underwear older than her....HA

 

 

Nighty nite....

It is finished

Glad that is over she says as she lets out a big breath of air....

The Day went ok..I got there 40 minutes early...

When we started the test after all the boring instructions BLah BLah BLah Blah dont do this and that....... you would  think I would have been worried about how I was going to do....

Nope...all I could think was damn its so quite in this room I hope I don't have to fart on this hard desk chair....LOL LOL

Yeah I'm goofy that way....

This AM part was pretty easy the Pm part was quite a but harder..

I feel I passed won't know for 4-8 weeks...

a big hug and thank you for all the prayers and support...

Love,

Donna

tomarrow is the big day

Well tomorrow is the day I take my national board test.....Gosh I'm so ready to get it over with.....I'm a little nervous been biting my fingernails down to the quick.....I just want this over with so I can move on.

 

all prayers are accepted....