Letter to my Husband

Randy,

Just when I think I couldn't love you more My heart proves me wrong and my love grows more.

I respect and admire you as a wonderful husband and man...My love for you grows even after 11 years...

You come down here on your vacation and spend it takening care of my dad's  bathroom remodeling when you could be sitting in your lazy chair...

You are the most unselfish person I know... ..You are truly my best friend in the whole world... One day when we have to part because of life paths on birth and death. It will bitter sweet...

For having you in my life will have been the biggest blessing and yet my heart will be filled with hole that no one will ever fill... The sweet part is to know we will have forever in heaven together...

Thank you for loving me and giving your life to me...

I will forever love you

You wife and best friend

 Donna Guerrero

sadness

This j-lander lost her son to the war..friday ju;y 22

http://journals.aol.com/debbi4873/FromHartsCreektoSmithfield/entry/607

My heart is at a loss...to lose your child...<sigh>

we are so sorry for your loss Debbi...

Good suggestion

Someone suggested that
I have virual punch and balloons

you guys are too funny..maybe I can figure that out

If you decide to order...your hostess will be Donna Guerrero

hummm how about virual martinis < lol> ok just teasing...sort of

Help Donna with her addiction

 

Yes Donna has a addiction she loves pampered chef stuff

but donna is a poor woman so she doesnt buy much...lol

I never have parties because I dont have many friends except online ..

 

So my friend who has sold for years was telling me about having a online e-mail party where people can order I still get credit and there stuff is mailed to your house...

I thought cool beans so..if you want some pampered chef

here is the website

http://www.pamperedchef.biz/christinepeters

Don't feel obligated just throwing it out there..

If you do decide to order put< Donna in Texas> as the first name and journal as the second..unless you know my full name  your welcome to put that...

any questions e-mail me at Lacaza3@aol.com

again the website is http://www.pamperedchef.biz/christinepeters

you know you want to ........lol

Thanks you guys are the best wherether you order or not I love you and you know it..<smile>

Donna

a problem

Is anybody else not getting there alerts when people comment? I'm getting all the other alerts but not the comment alerts...werid

Whatt

4. Take this quiz:  How long does MSN think you'll live? Said I would live to 102

my husband said oh dang don't tell me that..I told him to kiss my you know what lol

 Then take this one:  How long does Blogthings think you'll live?This one said 88..humm

88 seems kind of young

a mothers revenge

Every so often there comes a time in a mothers life when a small opportunity to aggravate our kids back sneaks up on us and we take full advantage of it <lol>

I'll explain

ME: Kids were do you want to eat and NO Mcdonalds or burger king

Husband: you want to eat at arbys..

KIds: Yes Arbys arbys arbys

So we go into arbys< arbys is a Roast beef sandwich place>

Hubby gets our sandwiches and sits down with us...

We start to eat ..I notice hubby hasnt gotten himself anything to eat...he gets up and says I havent decided what I want I'll so order mine and be right back...

So I'm eating my roast beef sandwich and....

Me:zach why dont you taste my sandwich you will like it

Zach: I dont like those sandwiches..

Me:<trying to bribe my son...> Well it tastes good I promise it tastes like pork chops..<not really but like I said bribery lol>

Cameron<trying to pick at brother> Yeah zachary it taste good and pork chops come from beef

Me: I laugh

Zachary: NO THEY DONT pork chops come from pigs..I study that in school

Cameron: Do they momma

Me: yes pork chops come from pigs and your sandwich comes from cows..

Cameron: swishes up face like he just took a bite of a sour lemon and yells MOM why did you tell me that I didnt want to know that NOW I can't eat my sandwich and he gets up and storms off.

meanwhile hubby comes back to table

Hubby: what did you say to Cameron he is upset ...

So I prceed to tell him all I said was his sanhwich came from cows...

he laughed and I chuckled...so cameron comes back

Still making face and says no more talk about my sandwich

I laugh and say ok...

Cameron proceeds to pick up sandwich and take a bite

and yes I did it I couldnt help myself...

What did I do?

As cameron was about to take a bite of his sandwich

I said MOOOOO!!!!

He screamed MOM and dropped his sandwich on the table..

I said no cow talk momma....

We all started laughing...after awhile they all chimed in with animal noises...

conervsation with cameron

Cameron: mom can I go outside and play with my friends

ME:No honey momma is about to go to work

Cameron:<in a loud voice> NO!!!!

Cameron: Why do they keep taking you away from me

Me: WEll just think mommie will have more money to buy fun stuff like ......going to eat at Taco Bell<his favorite place>

Cameron: Your more important than Taco Bell

Me: aggh Cameron that is so sweet...<yeah I feel guilty now>

Cameron: Cant you just quit...

Me: Well baby I'm just working more right now it will slow down and momma wont be working as much...ok

Cameron: ok but I don't like it

 

gattitown continue

We were sitting in the new pizza place...the kids were talking about how much fun they were having..

They had a train outside parked...probably to take kids on a ride at one time or another...

Conversation started like this

Zach: momma look at the train can we ride it

ME: I don't think they are using it right now

Zach:Can adults ride on it

Me: Naugh its just for kids

Cameron: MOm

Me: yeah

Cameron: DO you miss your youngness?

Me: you mean do I miss being a kid?

Cameron: yeah thats what I mean

Me: Yes I do

Cameron:Why?

Me: I would love to be a kid where I didnt have to worry about anything except having fun...I would love to have no resposibilitly and let my parents worry about the hard stuff.

Cameron: You just love your kids don't you ?

Me: Very Very much

 

SO

I was sitting here and was writing in my journal and Cameron started reading my journal as I was typing...

He looked at me and said Mom A little thing can make a big difference and kissed me

What a great kid...I love him so<sigh>

you never know

I took the kids to a new place that just opened called gattitown...A pizza game kind of place..

The kids were off playing well pretend playing games because mom cant afford pizza and games today only on or the other...They choose pizza and said they would pretend with the arcades...

I walked up to the drink station to get some tea...

a lady walked up beside me...I noticed her hair was really done nice...So I looked at her and said...I really like your hair its very pretty..

She smiled really big and said that is so sweet thank you...You really made my day!!!

Then she leaned in closer to me and said something that blew me away

She said...You don't know how much that means to me for you to complement my hair..

I kind of looked puzzled at her and she said..a year ago I was bald headed due to chemo treatments and its been a long time since someone complemented my hair..

I kind of didnt know what to say I had no idea...

I said I'm so glad your better... she smiled and walked away..

I thought to myself you never know what might seem like a simple comment can make someones day

Don't say I didnt warn you

http://www.citycreator.com/

You build your own city..I started and now have to walk away from the computer slowly...or I will never stop

This is fun for children and adults...

conversations with Cameron

I come in from work at 11:30pm..

I heard someone crying...I thought huh... whats going on

I walk to where the sound is coming...Its my 10 year olds room.

ME:Cameron whats wrong why are you crying?

Cameron:<stands up and runs into my arms>

momma where were you I thought something happened to you

Me: I told you I had to work..

Cameron: You said you would be home at 8:00 but you didnt come home

Me: I'm sorry but the Dr was running behind in surgery and momma has to take care of the patients and make sure they are ok.

Cameron: Why didnt you tell me?

Me: I did call and told daddy but you were gone with collier and his mommy to eat at chick fil la...

Cameron: Daddy should of told me

Me: I'm sorry he probably forgot because you were gone and by the time you got back his mind moved on to something else...

Me:If something happened to momma ...daddy would let you know...

Cameron: I just worry about you mommie

Me: oh sweetie that is so sweet of you to worry but just know momma will be ok...God is watching over me...Say a prayer when you get worried

Cameron: ok I will....<He looks off into space and says....How did God take the Rib out of adam

Me:Well he just did I dont really know..

Cameron: I think sometimes it feels like I have a rib missing...

Me: oh Cameron you silly willy..I love you

Cameron...I love you too but I really do...

Me:your ribs are fine give momma a kiss and lets go snuggle..you can sleep in my bed just dont wake daddy<shhhh>

Cameron: <he giggles>ok

conversations with Cameron

I come in from work at 11:30pm..

I heard someone crying...I thought huh... whats going on

I walk to where the sound is coming...Its my 10 year olds room.

ME:Cameron whats wrong why are you crying?

Cameron:<stands up and runs into my arms>

momma where were you I thought something happened to you

Me: I told you I had to work..

Cameron: You said you would be home at 8:00 but you didnt come home

Me: I'm sorry but the Dr was running behind in surgery and momma has to take care of the patients and make sure they are ok.

Cameron: Why didnt you tell me?

Me: I did call and told daddy but you were gone with collier and his mommy to eat at chick fil la...

Cameron: Daddy should of told me

Me: I'm sorry he probably forgot because you were gone and by the time you got back his mind moved on to something else...

Me:If something happened to momma ...daddy would let you know...

Cameron: I just worry about you mommie

Me: oh sweetie that is so sweet of you to worry but just know momma will be ok...God is watching over me...Say a prayer when you get worried

Cameron: ok I will....<He looks off into space and says....How did God take the Rib out of adam

Me:Well he just did I dont really know..

Cameron: I think sometimes it feels like I have a rib missing...

Me: oh Cameron you silly willy..I love you

Cameron...I love you too but I really do...

Me:your ribs are fine give momma a kiss and lets go snuggle..you can sleep in my bed just dont wake daddy<shhhh>

Cameron: <he giggles>ok

Bite me

So I'm sitting here enjoying my coffee trying...I broke down and took some migraine meds.. I have had this headache for a week now...Its wearing me down...

So my husband decides to interject my relaxing state...

He starts rambling...Well this week the kids need to go to bed 30 minutes earlier and get up 30 minutes earlier and so on and so on until school starts in august 15...

I look at him and say

Me: Its so easy for you to tell me how to do the kids when your not the one who has to enforce it..

Randy: NO I just want the kids to get used to going to bed earlier for school

Me: I agree with your thinking however your not the one who there are going to complain to...Its easy to come up with these ideas when your not the one who has to enforce them

Randy:Sorry about that

Me: yeah whatever....

15 minutes later....

Randy: I love you Donna

Me: I love you too...

Yeah I'm a little gripey...so sue me...:-)

Where in the world is Donna

Gee  this last week has been busy..

I have acutally had to work and let me tell you my but is draging...Well not literally but give me a few years..<wink>

A Rn I worked with referred me to a Dr she works for.... she said she liked my demeaner...said I was nurturing, calming and relaxing to be around..I thought wow thanks..<Thank goodness she didnt talk to my children.>

I had to take care of  a man who had plastic surgery...He was a very nice guy..I ended up staying over night with him at the hotel room he was in..

Hold up!!!! before your mind goes there Ha Ha ...It was strickly medical situation but it does sound like I'm a call girl huh..LOL

I called my husband while the patient was sleeping and told him that this was the first time I have been in a hotel room with anyone but him...He laughed...

I usually work in the hospital area but this patient didnt really need to stay in the hospital and he was from another state.

Acutally I really enjoyed it...I was really stressed about him..I take my patients

very seriously because there are someone loved one...someones brother,father,son etc...I didnt want anything bad to happen not that it would but you can never be sure....my theory expect the worse and then your prepared...

Anyway he was very nice not demanding and kind..... I was just tired from staying up all night watching him from2:30pm untill 7:00am the next morning...<I had just done two overnights a few days ago so I wasnt caught up with sleep>

Of course when I was 20 this wouldnt of mattered I could party all night and then go to work...dang this is what happens when you get old the mind is willing but the body is not...Guess who wins....The body

 I get home and think... wow I can sleep then remembered<darn> I had a DR appt at 10:00am I didnt trust myself to sleepfor 2 hours and wake up..

So I stayed up..and then the other Dr at the hospital called me in..I went in and the surgery got reschedule so I make a usless trip but I still got paid to whoo whoo

So long story short<sort of> I ended up going 36 hours or more without sleep..

This makes Donna no fun...

Donna feels very old on little sleep..

Boy I'm rambling..

 anyway that is my excuse for not getting to everybodies journals and putting a entry in mine...

Thats my story and I'm sticking to it...

I fell asleep last night at 8:00pm and slept until 9:00am this morning...

Me nicer now...<sigh>

Been busy

Been really busy working...I think I got the homeowners association situation settled...

What a bunch of idiots...They sent letters out in january to all residents saying paint your fireplaces...So in March we did...then we get a letter last week saying we are fining you 50 dollars for not painting your exterior and that they had came out and inspected our house on july 1..

Bullcrapola....They didnt come out because if they had they would of seen that our exterior had been painted...Our house is completely brick..except the fireplace and eaves...

When I finally got the lady I never could get a straight answer from the broad...geesh...

Time to move...

 

I hate home owners associations

I will never REPEAT never live in a neighborhood with a Home Owners Assoiciation again!!!!

I hate ours they are idiots.....

This is my first experence and my last...

NEVER

duh

tonight I laid with the kids to look over the cool new bible I got them...

It's called magnify..international childrens bible by tommy nelson...

It's shape like a magazine they call it a biblezine...get it...ok I thought it was neat

anyway it has super cool stuff to do articles, quizzes and games and a cool secret decoder..

What boy doesnt like a cool secret decoder...

so we are doing a quizz and the question is

How many continents are there..??

I thought holy crap <pardon the pun> I don't know the answer so I search the page fast to see if I can see the answers..

Yeah I'm cheating...

before I can find the answers ...well you be the judge here is the conversation

Cameron<10 year old>---he yells out 7..there is seven DUH

me:<franticly looking the page over to see if he was right without him seeing me look..>

WOW your right it is 7...

Cameron: well thats easy I learned that in 2nd grade....<he pauses then speaks> yeah everybody knows that its preschool stuff.

Me Well yeah Duh everybody knows...

<Sigh>...I can not hold on the charade much longer <lol>

 I think they are catching on that momma isnt the all mighty knowing anymore 

 I am getting dumber with each passing day..

Yeah keep laughing but I bet you didnt know the answer either...<sticking my tougue out at ya> so there...

lol lol lol lol

Donna

Formally the smartest mom on the planet....she says as her crown falls down

ITs offical

 

Went to the family bookstore today

Wanted to find a good kids bible for my kids and look around..

I stopped at the study bibles and thought hummm I could use a good one so

I opened it up and thought WOW that is really small print....my next thought was I can't believe I just said that...

It's offical

I'm aging <sigh>

Head Dr Flake <ok not his real name>

So I went to my head Dr.....Dr Flake <he He>

That is my new name for him...ok I thought it was funny...I know your laughing on the inside

Anyway told him about the side effects I was having with the Ritalin...He said what was happening at the time..

I told him about being on vacation away from my hubby and that I missed him a lot.

His whole face changed and he said Really Wow that is nice I never get to hear from people who acutally are happy with there spouse..

I said well I love my husband..he is a wonderful man..my best friend and partner...

He looked at me and said that so great I love hearing when people ar happy...

<I'm thinking dude your in the wrong field lol >

SO I tell him about the missing keys and how my husband was so nice about that...HE said how nice to have a partner and best friend..so nicccceeee The way he said it kind of made me sad like he wanted what I had..

Maybe I should of charge him the office fee...HA!!!

conversation with Cameron

Me: Cameron what cha doing?

Cameron: playing a game

Me: Where is your brother?

Cameron: He is still at tyson's house.

Me:Will you go and get him were going somewhere

Cameron: where are we going..

Me: were going crazy...<my mom always said that so I say it too>

Cameron: Mooommm where are we going..

Me: Hurry up and go get your brother were going to rent a movie

Cameron: Why do I always have to go get him

Me: Because your faster and younger...

Hubby walks in

Hubby:Cameron run and get your brother

Cameron: Why do I always have to go<whinning>

hubby: because your really fast ....your a bionicle<a cartoon character Cameron likes that is a fast robot>

Cameron:Geesh Dad I'm only riding a scooter

My husband and I laughed at that one....

I hate to yell

Yes I hate to yell...I also get upset if people yell around me....<Yellingdone in anger that is...>

I hear the boys playing in the livingroom and from the sound I can tell they are getting a little too rough..

Me: Boys you need to settled down and not be so rough somebody will get hurt...

How many times did I say this...oh Humm about 10 -20 too many...

Then

Wham......The youngest starts crying....

I run into the livingroom

and say what happened...In a loud voiceok ok I was yelling

Now the youngest crys at anything so I don't always take his crying to mean he was the vitum<wink>

they both starts blaming each other...

Zach: he hit me with the shoe

Cam: He hit me first..

I'am so frustrated I grab the shoe and bop them both...<not enough to really hurt>

I yell there you both have been hit now stop this right now...I told you to settled down..You dont listen to me and this happens

<I feel myself turning into my parents lol >

You guys need to think when you are playing..

Think...... if this will hurt me then its bound to hurt someone else....

They both look at me with tears in there eyes...I hate when they have tears..the real tears not the fake ones for sympathy <sigh>

Now I love you both but you have to be careful you have to think about the outcome...

They both look at me like i'm speaking Greek...

I realize I'm not handling this well and I walk off to cool down...

Parenthood...Where are those Damn instructions at....

 

Liveweb blog

This is a journal that I found...it tells you what is a happening around the net...Lots of info and sites

http://journals.aol.com/livewebblog/liveweb/

Check out this picture

Please check out this picture I saw on a journal it is the most awesome picture of a child I have seen..

Dereks picture of the day...is the name of the journal

Tell him I sent ya!!!

http://journals.aol.com/deveil/PictureoftheDay/entries/1205

what do you get

What do you get when you have

-30 acres of beautiful land in yantis texas

-hugh log cabin house

-2 minature horses.

-a pond with a paddle boat

-egg toss..sack races...tug of war...horseshoes...

-lots of homemade side dishes and meats...ice cream

-a big treehouse

-200 hundred friendly folks

-the most amazing fireworks display

Watching 200 or more people put there hands over there hearts and sing the star spangled banner because they truly cherish there freedom....

Touching.....

 

Guess what were watching

Yeah guess what were watching..

Wizard of Oz... It's so different watching it as an adult... I see things I didn't see..

I see a skinny child sitting in front of me with her eyes so big...yelling at her sister to come in and see the movie...

ok so she really isn't there but if I close my eyes just right and listen maybe I can go back and be the excited and innocent child again....

Childhood.....takes me back...

Ohhhhhhhhh were off to see the wizard ........

Where the Heck is my keys

SO wednesday morning I get up start getting stuff ready to go back home...

I decide I will take the kids to Gene's Tasty Burger a great burger joint that has been around for yeeaarrsss....You know the old fashion hamburgers and fries...

I get my purse and no keys humm I haven't been anywhere so they have to be here.... no bother I'll find them....

I look and look no keys.... my step mom starts looking with me still no keys ....my dad starts looking with us...still no keys...

I'm getting frustrated thinking where in the heck could they be they have to be here I havent gone anywhere...

My dad says do you have a spare key I say yes Randy has it..Dad gives me that look...you know the look parents give you

I asked the kids did you hide my keys...they reply no

Dad says here take my car to take the kids to eat and we will keep looking...They have to be here somewhere...

We go and eat the whole time I'm stressing about the keys...Feeling like a totall idiot

We get back to dads still no keys...

Ok now I'm upset...we have

Looked the house over

Moved the washer and dryer

looked under beds...every nook and cranny

I dump my purse out and looked..... my step mom and dad have dumb my purse out...make up bag..suitcases

my step mom and I have went through the trash with our bare hands.....

She looks at me and says now this is true friendship here...ok now I feel worse<sigh>

I call the Volkswagon place...can you make a key...

They say sure we can but we have to order it and then you have to tow your car here to program it..

Oh Hell just forget it...So what to do ......

Tears coming down my face I make the dreaded call..

I call my husband

Randy: Hey honey what you need

Me: I have lost the keys we cant find them anywhere

Randy: have look under bed he goes on and on

Me: Honey trust me we have looked everywhere we have look now for several hours...

Me: I'm sorry honey...but I need your spare key..I hate to ask you to drive here after driving all day at your job...here he has drove at work and has to make a trip to give me a key which is 2 and 1/2 hours one way......then 2 and 1/2 hours back..yep 5 hours on top of driving all day at his job

Randy:Honey don't cry it will be ok...At least your in one piece and ok...I love you

Me: I feel worse because heis being so understanding I had kind of wish he had yelled at me...but he nevers has..he is calm and patient as always...

I go to my room and cry somemore and fall asleep...

my 10 year old comes into the room and says mom your sweetheart is here...

Yep is my honey all smiles and happy to see me...

So he starts looking around...

He says did you check your purse I give him that look like duh...

He picks up my purse and says here they are...

I jerk my head around..and say no way are you joking with me..

He says nope they fell in a hole in your purse...I guess that is why when you dump the purse they  didnt fall out and when you looked in the purse your couldnt see them...

Ok now I really feel stupid..I had the damn keys all the time with me....Just didnt know it...

My dad says I'd throw that purse away...

jeshhhhh!!!! I felt like a idiot....

My husband is awesome.....he just brushed it off and said well I got to see you sooner...

I love him so much....

Today show

Watching the Today show they are showing the Groups Earth Wind and Fire and Chicago...

Yes I grew up with both of these bands ..

It took me back high school boyfriends, dances...

sO I'm sitting here watching and singing alone then

My Foot starts tapping...

my head starts bopping...

before you know it I jumped up threw my boobs over my chest and started boogey down...

HA!!!!!!!

Guess not everything is in the same place when I used to boogey down in the 70's oh well...

I still have it...

Enough said HA!