I hate to yell

Yes I hate to yell...I also get upset if people yell around me....<Yellingdone in anger that is...>

I hear the boys playing in the livingroom and from the sound I can tell they are getting a little too rough..

Me: Boys you need to settled down and not be so rough somebody will get hurt...

How many times did I say this...oh Humm about 10 -20 too many...

Then

Wham......The youngest starts crying....

I run into the livingroom

and say what happened...In a loud voiceok ok I was yelling

Now the youngest crys at anything so I don't always take his crying to mean he was the vitum<wink>

they both starts blaming each other...

Zach: he hit me with the shoe

Cam: He hit me first..

I'am so frustrated I grab the shoe and bop them both...<not enough to really hurt>

I yell there you both have been hit now stop this right now...I told you to settled down..You dont listen to me and this happens

<I feel myself turning into my parents lol >

You guys need to think when you are playing..

Think...... if this will hurt me then its bound to hurt someone else....

They both look at me with tears in there eyes...I hate when they have tears..the real tears not the fake ones for sympathy <sigh>

Now I love you both but you have to be careful you have to think about the outcome...

They both look at me like i'm speaking Greek...

I realize I'm not handling this well and I walk off to cool down...

Parenthood...Where are those Damn instructions at....