Yawwwwnnnn

Good moring to all..well it's really afternnoon but I worked last night

and came home went striaght to bed.....

I went to the Dr yesterday to get a refill on some meds..got a flue shot

my arm feels like I have had a frogg match....Your remember when you were young and you and your sibiling would frogg each others arm...oh well maybe you don't nevertheless it's sore...

My mom is on vacation next week which means she will be back in Wichita Falls at her house the whoooolllleeee week....Yehaw!!!

Sounds tacky but I like having my house to myself with my family.....and I'm sure she will enjoy being in her own domain..

Well the car is still puting along in 1st gear so I drive slow and people cuss me as they pass :-)....I'm just happy I get 1st gear.

This weekend we are going to look for me a car....Not sure what I will get..right now all I want is one with a engine that works Ha!!!

I dont think I want another minivan ......although I like sitting up high when in traffic...I would love a honda I am a honda person but I'm sure they will be too high in price.

My husband said he would trade his car in and drive something cheaper so we could have 2 decent cars...I know he is a good guy...couldnt tell it on my deleted entry....

I'm typing this at our library which has the fastest computers alive...they could part your hair with there speed...:-)

I apologize for my entries having little graphics I havent had time to download new ones since the laptop crashed....

 

I hate to admit this but I will and we just let this be our little secret....sshhhh

something is going on with me mentally and I can't put my finger on it....I'm having alot of panic feelings and a undercurrent of sadness.

I have been so proud to be off my antidepresants since june..and doing quite well...until last week....

I know working at the hospital makes me a little anxious because it is the hospital I had my gastric bipass surgery at..sooo I'm thinking perhaps it brings back those scared feelings I felt laying there in that room thinking I was going to die and noone would be with me...I had some complications and being I had hospital experence..I was aware that with the vital signs and pain and stuff something wasnt right with me.

Not to mention one of the nurses I had was on drugs and had to be escorted out of the building the night he took care of me..yeakks

I remember I was so scared I looked at him and said your not going to let me die are you..I mean it I wasnt joking... Well I'm off to pick up the kids at school and go makes some plano drivers mad by going 30 miles and hour  HE HE!!

Love from Texas

Donna in Texas