I'm sorry for the confusion but I deleted the last entry....I felt it was very angry and bitter.......Just got off at kohl's my boss changed my hours to days so no more nights except at the hospital ocassionally...that will help a lot...If the days don't work I will quit after christmas....My family is more important than ending up in the corner rocking like a psychotic zomie...
I very tired havent slept yet couldnt sleep today after I got off work this morning..I got a couple of winks at work last night but not restful or very long....
Husband is looking into getting me a car..meanwhile the 93 van sits in the driveway in all its dead glory:-)
I lost all my graphic when My computer crashed so when I have time I will download somemore.....
Hope everyone has a great christmas...
Donna In TEXAS
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Journals are for venting.:) Lord knows I've vented in my journal. You just take care of yourself girl. Things will get better in time.:)
Steph
Donna, what a day you had!!! If it's not one thing, it's a bunch of them! I know what it's like to have a family like you described in the entry you deleted (I was able to read it in the Alerts). This is why I totally distanced myself both emotionally and physically from them. They would just rob my spirit and leave me empty at all times. There came a time when I said "What a minute, I am worth more than this! I am a person that has feelings and I refuse to deal with this negativity anymore" and that was that. Glad they changed your hours at Kohls. That should help at least. Hope you find a new vehicle, I know what that's like to be without one too. No fun at all!!! Hope you got some sleep and that you will wake up today with a fresh start.
Hugs and love, Lisa
I really hope things get better for you..........
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I get this on alerts too.I hate you are having a piss ant time!My dh is the same with my inlaws.It has caused alot of hurt and bad feelings between us.Somewhere in the Bible it says something about a man must love his wife, and a women must be able to repect her husband.Sure we love them too, but we need to be able to feel respect for them too.It helped me to know that feeling so hurt by my dh lack of doing anything about the inlaws made sense.I do not go there anymore, he can but barely does!I had to do what was right for me, I could not change him...or them.It has gave me a sense of peace.i do wish you the best, sorry I wrote so much.I have been there,done that too many times!Sometimes just not responding to your family when they come to you with drama helps a bit...
I get this on alerts too.I hate you are having a piss ant time!My dh is the same with my inlaws.It has caused alot of hurt and bad feelings between us.Somewhere in the Bible it says something about a man must love his wife, and a women must be able to repect her husband.Sure we love them too, but we need to be able to feel respect for them too.It helped me to know that feeling so hurt by my dh lack of doing anything about the inlaws made sense.I do not go there anymore, he can but barely does!I had to do what was right for me, I could not change him...or them.It has gave me a sense of peace.i do wish you the best, sorry I wrote so much.I have been there,done that too many times!Sometimes just not responding to your family when they come to you with drama helps a bit...
Hun this is YOUR journal. Vent anytime you want. I decided A long time ago I would not delete an entry after I hit save.
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